How our awareness creates our reality

Anybody who has been around in spiritual circles – and many people who haven’t – will have heard of the principle that our mind creates our reality.  Sometimes, this is called the Law of Attraction, made popular by the bestselling book and movie the Secret, which popularised the principle but was devoid of either spiritual or scientific depth.  The first time I ever encountered the principle explicitly was when I was about 14, and I read Richard Bach’s Illusions – the adventures of a reluctant Messiah.

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In the book, Donald – clearly a Christ-like figure who walks on water (and swims in earth) and wants to teach everyone that they themselves are their own Messiah – teaches the author how to visualise a blue feather and bring it into his life.  The blue feather exercise has indeed stepped out of the book and is taught in workshops about manifestation.

In Huna, the principle is known as Ike, and is often worded as “The World is what you think it is.”  To me it was helpful to look up the word Ike in the dictionary, where I found that it has a wide range of meanings, including to see, to know, to understand and to be aware – and when I think of this principle I tend to rephrase it as “Our awareness shapes our experience of the world.”  Potato, potahto really.

I was always concerned that while there are empowering aspects to adopting this perspective, there is also the possibility of becoming delusional and trapped in one’s perspective of reality.  In fact, Robert Anton Wilson’s Prometheus Rising has an exercise not unlike the blue feather exercise, but has to do with visualising and finding a quarter coin (an American coin worth 25 cents of currency, for those of us who are not from the USA).  However, the difference with Wilson is that when you find the coin it doesn’t give you a certainty that you create your reality, but rather opens a whole set of questions.  Perhaps some limitations to this model are witnessed by the fact that many reviewers of the book mention (oftentimes as an afterthought) that they did not find any quarter coins.  I guess that has to mean something in itself.

Nevertheless, the value of adopting the Ike mindset is that it can reveal how much of reality is filtered through our perception, and although perhaps we may not always be able to find blue feathers or quarter coins lying in the street (although it does happen! the exercises are still worth trying…) we can learn to observe our own awareness and shift accordingly, as if shifting the gears of a car.

Having been interested in the study of consciousness for a while, I get the nagging feeling that “reality is what we can get away with”, that somehow reality is a construction that we create on the basis of stimuli, but mostly within our consciousness.  And here comes science – which at once fails and succeeds to console by confirming that indeed, it is our awareness that creates the experience of reality which we go through.  The process of perceiving reality is not unlike that of a hallucination – but when we have consensus on the basics, we call it “reality”.  It is worth listening to this talk in its entirety.



Happy (belated) Anniversary, Cagliostro

Yesterday, 26 August, was the 221st anniversary of the death of Alessandro, the Count of Cagliostro.  Magician, alchemist, doctor, charlatan, adventurer, initiate … in his 52 years of life, Cagliostro’s life has left us more legends than facts, so that much can be said about his life, but little with certainty.

Cagliostro certainly had his trickster aspects, but his medicinal cures have been studied and have been found to be effective at best, or harmless at worst.  His testimony in front of the Roman Inquisition is very evocative and hints at the fact that this man was indeed a carrier of much wisdom and insight.

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Giuseppe Balsamo, known as Alessandro, Count of Cagliostro (2 June 1743 – 26 August 1795)
On a website I have found a reference to Cagliostro’s “seven magical sentences”.  No source is given, and I cannot vouch for their authenticity, but they seem to have been written in the same spirit as other sayings of Cagliostro, including his well documented apology to the Inquisition.

Whether authentic or not, they are certainly worthy of being read and pondered upon.  Here is my translation of these sentences from Italian:


Cagliostro’s seven magical sentences:

1.  That which appears to me as external, is in reality the essence of my Heart.

2.  I am enveloped in peace whenever the voice in my head is silent.

3.  I have never lived before this Moment, and I will never live after this Moment.

4.  The Fire that burns in my breast is that which will burn the World.

5.  What I wait for is so good, that I cherish all suffering.

6.   I thank all that is good and I thank all that is bad, until the ice of the mind is melted by the Fire of the Heart.

7.  I am One with You and You are One with me.

The original Italian text can be found at:



Persistence and Determination

I have started re-reading “the Complete Golden Dawn System of Magic” by Israel Regardie, and towards the beginning there is this quote which I am posting as a reminder to myself more than anything else, although it may be of help to others:

Nothing in the world can take the place of persistence.
Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent.
Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb.
Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts.
Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent.

(Nerdy bonus: The book itself does not give a source for this quote, but a quick Google search showed it to be a pearl of wisdom offered by Calvin Coolidge, who was President of the United States between 1923 and 1929.)

Of flowers, candles and guns – the case for prayer and magic

In the wake of the Orlando shootings, many of us have resorted to prayer, and perhaps to magic, in an attempt to bring healing to the victims, their families and communities, and to ourselves in general, particularly our LGBTQI sisters and brothers, as such events always leave a dent in our collective psyche.

At times like this, however, we are also forced to question whether prayer and magic are in any way effective, or whether they are just an easy way of putting our conscience to rest.  Some have indeed advocated that prayer is not the answer, but part of the problem, whilst placing emphasis on important mundane steps that need to be taken.  Others have seen the #prayfororlando hashtag as downright disrespectful to the victims.

Such steps as:

  • donating money;
  • campaigning for policy change and human rights; and
  • promoting the values of tolerance, acceptance and empathy in our communities

are certainly essential, and no prayer or magical act can be complete without its material expression.

While the critique is certainly insightful, it is my belief that starting from the subtlest of levels:

with each time we remember the names of the victims;
with each intention we make for the healing of these wounds;
with each blessing we ask for and give to the victims, their families, their communities and ourselves;
with each prayer said and magical ritual performed;
with each candle lit and flower offered …

the world does in a signficant way become a better place.  The balance is tipped that little bit further in favour of the currents that promote love and solidarity.

And, at this time, it is perhaps valuable to revisit this video from the Paris shootings where a wonderful father teaches his son how flowers and candles can fight against guns – I have no idea whether this father calls this magic, but what he has taught his son (and us) is essentially one of the most valuable lessons in magic ever.



And so it begins…

After much hesitation, I have decided to start this blog.

My hesitation stems mainly from two sources.  The first is that our times are characterized by a deluge of available information and voices – and I am not sure I have anything particularly valuable to add to the cacophony out there.  The second is that writing is an extremely intimate affair to me, and thus making my words publicly available is something which I approach with trepidation.

However, I have decided to let you, dear reader, be the judge of whether it is worthwhile to read my scribblings here.  On the other hand, I have taken it upon myself to take the leap and put my writing out there where it can reach you.  I guess one can look at this as a matter of risk distribution.

So without further ado, here are five things that this blog will be about:

 1.  Walking a dual or blended path – in my particular case, I have brought together my links to my birth religion of Catholicism with my inclinations towards Paganism.  At various times in my life I have identified as Christian, Catholic, Pagan, Christopagan, Christian witch, Catholic Pagan, magical Catholic and several other identifiers.

Today, it is much less important what label I stick to my beliefs, and more essential that I walk my path.  Walking a blended path may be less controversial nowadays than it was when I started out around 15 years ago, but it is still something that many people can find difficult to understand.  I hope this blog can shed some more light on this sort of path.

2.  Weaving webs of magic – magic comes from the same root as the verb “to make” – and in a broad sense, any time we act with intention, we are doing magic.  So rather than something lofty or inaccessible, I see magic as something that is inherently practical and inextricably linked with how we can lead our lives in a more harmonious and responsible manner.

3.  Exploring divination – few people distinguish between “fortune-telling” and divination, especially because the aresenal of tools used (such as cards, dice and pendulums) is often the same. However, while fortune-telling is essentially centred around the prediction of future events, divination is the attempt to understand the flow of events, to understand root causes, possible outcomes, and most importantly, what one can do to change or make the most of situations that may be likely to occur.

It is more of a dialogue with what the philosophers of the Renaissance called “the Soul of the World”, than an attempt to predict the future.  Done correctly, it should help one develop spiritually by creating an awareness of one’s individual life within a greater context.

In the sidebar of this blog, you will find my Instagram account, where I am currently posting a card of the day – hopefully this can give you some helpful guidance.

4.  Seeking and sharing knowledge – I guess I might as well admit (with pride, even) that I am a nerd, and that I am always keen on seeking and sharing knowledge.  This blog will also be a platform where I will post information I find useful or important – whether acquired from books, directly from people, or from life experience.

5.  Living the good life – eudaimonia, as the ancient Greeks were wont to say.  Countless philosophers have tried to define what this “good life” is, but I see it as essentially being to live a life which is driven by a sense of purpose and meaning, and where not only are all our needs met, but it becomes natural for us to help each other reach our potential.

And so it begins – if you are drawn to the topics I have highlighted here, please do follow this blog, and drop a line should you have any feedback or suggestions.